Selfish

I showed serious weakness of character these past couple of months.  I've been brave with some things, and so selfish and cowardly in others.  I have a lot of growing up to do still.  I don't think I can ever get rid of the guilt from what I may have done.  Yet I think the ignorance of others is what makes me so reluctant anyway.  I would be more open if all the facts were known.  It's still my fault.