Sunday, June 24, 2007

June.

Damn has it really been a month since I blogged?  I'm buggin'.  I had plenty of thoughts and emotions this month that I wanted to share, but I'm so caught up with work.  I'm amped about my trip to DR at the end of July!  Finally get to leave Jersey!  I haven't gone anywhere but NY all summer.  So lame.  I just bought tickets to see Bilal in August, words can't explain how enlightening that will be.  I have one month left to lose some weight for my vacay.  And shop for the trip.  I'm giving my job till Nov., cause I hate my manager.  She's tight cause I give her no love so she calls it an attitude.  I lost a lot of respect for her a while back because of the way she handles situations with employee concerns.  So now all she gets is a flat "hi" and that's it.  That's all she's gonna get till the day I put in my two weeks.  But if I get fired I would get unemployment right?  Naw I don't want that on my resume.  Everyone (meaning my family) keeps asking about school.  I don't know right now.  I have an emotional block on that subject.  As far as me and Justin, I have no idea why I feel like when I'm not around him, he doesn't even think about me.  It's a crappy feeling and it's either from my insecurity with the lack of solidity in the situation or with the fact that he never calls me.  All that said, it sucks all the way around, makes me not even want to try, cause it's like if I didn't call and say let's kick it, would I ever see you or hear from you?  Just tell me if you have something better to do with your time dude.  Some other interesting things have unfolded but I'll save it for preferred blog.  That's all for now folks.